when many things come out..

i hate myself..
when many things come out, i need to make some decisions that will make me feel miserable..

i went to JB, i saw something that i don't wanna accept...
but when i remember of "those people", i decide to stand up again..i won't let them down..this time, for "those people"...i'm willing to...........

GOD, plz gv me strength to walk..